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She still hasn't accepted my request yet..why in the world am i doing this to myself?! is this just stupidly insane or just normal? It can't be..i think i have mental issues..
After 15 minutes of feeling stupid..
NEW NOTIFICATION!
HOLY GOD! YES SHE ACCEPTED ME! did this really take her ages to do? i mean its just a friend request, why did she have to take so long to accept it? Oh god.."GIRLS"
okay..i have to start the conversation..i mean 'guys always, mostly, makes the first move' right? cliché but oh well..
''Finally you accept me :) so sup?' ugh i shouldn't have used that smiley emoticon..she must be thinking how flirty and cheesy i am..great (-.-)
'haha yeah sorry, i didn't get time to check facebook soo..im doing good, what about you?' hmm..seems like shes lying..oh whatever
'oh its okay :) im doing good too. what you up to? :)' oh my god..why did i write in sucha a girly way..ugh this is getting worse than i expected!
After giving those formal 'what you doing' and stuff..I FINALLY had the guts to ask her to hang out with me..i mean we are chatting through the internet..thank god..or else i wouldn't even have the guts to talk to her if it was in person..phew
BUT GUESS WHAT? SHE SAID YES! (:D) okay augustus no, don't get your heads up on this..you don't know anything about her..don't jump in!
10 secs after the conversation with Jen..
i changed into the best outfit i could think of...and headed out the road..I was having goosebumps already..would she like this hang out with me? Hopefully!
Okay..i see her..she's coming in my direction..oh lord, my heart is pounding like crazy, i bet even she can hear it..it was pumping so loud! anyways..damn look at her..seriously how can someone possibly be that beautiful..not in those pretty make up type of girls..but naturally she has the charms and completely has hypnotized me..god i sound like a despo lover..great
I lead the way to her..and of course said hey and all that..she seemed so not interested but she suggested to watch a movie..hmm damn i don't understand girls a bit!
As we were headed towards the theatre, suddenly the most magical thing happened..our hands touched! holy moly! yeah it did! i couldn't help but to turn my stupid idiotic neck to her direction and smile like a stupid retard!
I dont think she noticed so thats good..not really but oh well..we weren't that awkwardly silent but it was pretty weird..two unknown people randomly goes to hang out ..wow how completely WEIRD is that..but then suddenly she asks me a question which i possibly didn't expect her too and possibly didn't realize it myself..? why did i chose her to hang out with me at the first place? There were so many 'other' people out there to hang out and talk but WHY IN THE NAME OF GOD DID I CHOSE HER INSTEAD?! I can possibly not answer that but i just lied to her saying..
'oh umm..i dont know..i just dont like anyone out there at school..u seem nicer and much more better than other people..i tried to talk to other people but they seem not to care..so i just didnt bother..' that is a LIE. I just didn't really worry about other people other than her..i was so pulled by her..i just possibly couldn't care more about anyone except for her..thats really retarded isn't it? (-.-') and plus i payed for the tickets! WHY AM I BEING SUCHA A NICE GUY ? NICE GUYS ALWAYS FINISH LAST, guess thats what i heard..maybe im gonna be one of them soon enough..damn
After 3 hours
The movie was pretty good..i liked it kind of but the whole time i was looking at her..she was so into the movie like i was into her..yeah that totally sums up how pathetically retarded i am and mentally unstable .but anyways we headed out and asked her if she liked the movie..
"yeah! i really liked it! didnt you?'
'yeah i guess so..but i was staring at you the whole time..oops!' what in the world did i just blurt out!? damn!! i just didn't mean to say anything like that though it was true..she totally hates me now.........dammit!
'what? seriously augustus! you're the worst flirt you know!' oh no she's really mad!
'Oh no no, i was just kidding with you! i enjoyed the movie too, i was just annoying you Jennifer!' phew made a good excuse (i think)
'oh thank god then! and by the way you can call me Jen' SHE SMILED AT ME! WHAAT?! damn, my heart just collapsed i think, or just stopped pumping blood cuz i cant feel anything..her smile...damn why in the world did this had to happen TO ME!
I couldn't take it anymore..i had to tell her how i felt even if she rejects me (great, even in my mind i'm rejected! wow! -.-) but whatever..i just held her hand at the right minute..and then..
'Augustus, what you doing?'
'umm..Jen-n-n-iifer, i mean Jen..umm i need to tell you something.' oh no oh no, what am i doing!? stoooopppppp augustus!
'uhh, yeah go ahead.'
'please dont freak out..i - i - i..' sayyyy something you retard!
'yeahhhhh...? go on?'
'i really like your bracelet!' woah what?! (o.O) that was unexpected..what in the world did i just say?! phew that was close..
'okay you have one last chance!' My mind yelled at me..'SAY IT!' It said
'oh um thanks..my dad gave it to me before he passed away..'
'oh im sorry..but um Jen ..' I just couldn't say the words out..but i knew this was real..this feeling i had for her was true..I didn't say the words..but i held her close to me..my eyes meeting her dark brown eyes..those eyes that i could stare all day all night..i came nearer, closed my eyes and my lips met her sweet, loving lips..
All that was moving was my lips..everything was numb..i never would want to let go of her..of this moment..fireworks bursting..oh god i think i really..for sure this time this imperfect Augustus has fallen for a girl, the oh so perfect Jennifer..
She still hasn't accepted my request yet..why in the world am i doing this to myself?! is this just stupidly insane or just normal? It can't be..i think i have mental issues..
After 15 minutes of feeling stupid..
NEW NOTIFICATION!
HOLY GOD! YES SHE ACCEPTED ME! did this really take her ages to do? i mean its just a friend request, why did she have to take so long to accept it? Oh god.."GIRLS"
okay..i have to start the conversation..i mean 'guys always, mostly, makes the first move' right? cliché but oh well..
''Finally you accept me :) so sup?' ugh i shouldn't have used that smiley emoticon..she must be thinking how flirty and cheesy i am..great (-.-)
'haha yeah sorry, i didn't get time to check facebook soo..im doing good, what about you?' hmm..seems like shes lying..oh whatever
'oh its okay :) im doing good too. what you up to? :)' oh my god..why did i write in sucha a girly way..ugh this is getting worse than i expected!
After giving those formal 'what you doing' and stuff..I FINALLY had the guts to ask her to hang out with me..i mean we are chatting through the internet..thank god..or else i wouldn't even have the guts to talk to her if it was in person..phew
BUT GUESS WHAT? SHE SAID YES! (:D) okay augustus no, don't get your heads up on this..you don't know anything about her..don't jump in!
10 secs after the conversation with Jen..
i changed into the best outfit i could think of...and headed out the road..I was having goosebumps already..would she like this hang out with me? Hopefully!
Okay..i see her..she's coming in my direction..oh lord, my heart is pounding like crazy, i bet even she can hear it..it was pumping so loud! anyways..damn look at her..seriously how can someone possibly be that beautiful..not in those pretty make up type of girls..but naturally she has the charms and completely has hypnotized me..god i sound like a despo lover..great
I lead the way to her..and of course said hey and all that..she seemed so not interested but she suggested to watch a movie..hmm damn i don't understand girls a bit!
As we were headed towards the theatre, suddenly the most magical thing happened..our hands touched! holy moly! yeah it did! i couldn't help but to turn my stupid idiotic neck to her direction and smile like a stupid retard!
I dont think she noticed so thats good..not really but oh well..we weren't that awkwardly silent but it was pretty weird..two unknown people randomly goes to hang out ..wow how completely WEIRD is that..but then suddenly she asks me a question which i possibly didn't expect her too and possibly didn't realize it myself..? why did i chose her to hang out with me at the first place? There were so many 'other' people out there to hang out and talk but WHY IN THE NAME OF GOD DID I CHOSE HER INSTEAD?! I can possibly not answer that but i just lied to her saying..
'oh umm..i dont know..i just dont like anyone out there at school..u seem nicer and much more better than other people..i tried to talk to other people but they seem not to care..so i just didnt bother..' that is a LIE. I just didn't really worry about other people other than her..i was so pulled by her..i just possibly couldn't care more about anyone except for her..thats really retarded isn't it? (-.-') and plus i payed for the tickets! WHY AM I BEING SUCHA A NICE GUY ? NICE GUYS ALWAYS FINISH LAST, guess thats what i heard..maybe im gonna be one of them soon enough..damn
After 3 hours
The movie was pretty good..i liked it kind of but the whole time i was looking at her..she was so into the movie like i was into her..yeah that totally sums up how pathetically retarded i am and mentally unstable .but anyways we headed out and asked her if she liked the movie..
"yeah! i really liked it! didnt you?'
'yeah i guess so..but i was staring at you the whole time..oops!' what in the world did i just blurt out!? damn!! i just didn't mean to say anything like that though it was true..she totally hates me now.........dammit!
'what? seriously augustus! you're the worst flirt you know!' oh no she's really mad!
'Oh no no, i was just kidding with you! i enjoyed the movie too, i was just annoying you Jennifer!' phew made a good excuse (i think)
'oh thank god then! and by the way you can call me Jen' SHE SMILED AT ME! WHAAT?! damn, my heart just collapsed i think, or just stopped pumping blood cuz i cant feel anything..her smile...damn why in the world did this had to happen TO ME!
I couldn't take it anymore..i had to tell her how i felt even if she rejects me (great, even in my mind i'm rejected! wow! -.-) but whatever..i just held her hand at the right minute..and then..
'Augustus, what you doing?'
'umm..Jen-n-n-iifer, i mean Jen..umm i need to tell you something.' oh no oh no, what am i doing!? stoooopppppp augustus!
'uhh, yeah go ahead.'
'please dont freak out..i - i - i..' sayyyy something you retard!
'yeahhhhh...? go on?'
'i really like your bracelet!' woah what?! (o.O) that was unexpected..what in the world did i just say?! phew that was close..
'okay you have one last chance!' My mind yelled at me..'SAY IT!' It said
'oh um thanks..my dad gave it to me before he passed away..'
'oh im sorry..but um Jen ..' I just couldn't say the words out..but i knew this was real..this feeling i had for her was true..I didn't say the words..but i held her close to me..my eyes meeting her dark brown eyes..those eyes that i could stare all day all night..i came nearer, closed my eyes and my lips met her sweet, loving lips..
All that was moving was my lips..everything was numb..i never would want to let go of her..of this moment..fireworks bursting..oh god i think i really..for sure this time this imperfect Augustus has fallen for a girl, the oh so perfect Jennifer..
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