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Damn..i feel bad now..maybe he isnt a freak after all? i dont know why im trying so hard to back off even though i really like him..it doesnt seem right..my mom these days comes home really late and goes off to work real early, i barely see her..great..ughhhh and todays a saturday..guess i should check facebook now and maybe accept him...?
After 15 minutes..
'Finally you accept me :) so sup?'
'haha yeah sorry, i didnt get time to check facebook soo..im doing good, what about you?'
'oh its okay :) im doing good too. what you up to? :)' whats with all his smiley emoticons? seriously why he acting soo weird..ugh i dont get human beings...its not even cool..
'Umm nothing really..bored as hell..what you up to?'
'me too..dont have anything to do! so bored! Hey, u wanna hang out? i would really like good company, would you mind?' oh great..okay i would go and just tell him that i dont like how hes acting so nice and all just to get to me..then and there
'ahh yeah sure ..i dont mind :) where'd you wanna meet?'
'i just live like 2 blocks away from you so..umm just down the streets?' WHAT!? how did i not realise and how does he know where i live..oh my god..this just gets weirder and weirder..i think im seriously day dreaming! (-.-)
'ohh really okay then yeah be right there in a minute'
'okay!'
After some seconds..
soo i just log off and went down straights to go when suddenly i see myself in the kitchen mirror..i looked horrible! so i rushed back, wore the best shirt..ugh i dont know why im doing this..and made my hair to a pony tail and dashed to the streets...
And then i saw him..waiting for me..oh my god..i swear my jaws dropped when i saw him..all my anger just flushed away..he was so perfect..those eyes sparkling and when he smiled my heart just felt hallow and beat so fast i could barely breathe..damn why does he make me feel this way?
So he saw me as well and came to me..
"hey! glad you agreed to meet!'
'hey, yeah sure why not?'
'hmm yeah so, where you wanna go? wanna watch a movie or something? I am seriously so bored!'
'oh yeah for sure, ummm theres a new movie that came up recently, lets go watch that and the theatre is just couple of blocks away..we can just walk and get there'
'oh okay, thats great then.'
so we started walking to the theatre..when suddenly our hands touched..ohhh god, my heart was just beating real fast..i felt so awkward..he wasnt acting that flirty but still i felt different..i still dont get why he was giving me so much attention..am i that important to him somehow? i acted like i didnt notice the touch though i figured he was staring at me and smiling..great (-.-') how awkward can this get..we werent that silent, we started talking about the most random things ever..but i didnt had the courage to ask him why he was being all so nice to me..but i did say..
'umm you seem outgoing, why did u choose me to hang out with you? i mean there are alot of other people from school who would definitely hang out with you..its just so random..we dont even know each other and stuff so yeah..'
'oh umm..i dont know..i just dont like anyone out there at school..u seem nicer and much more better than other people..i tried to talk to other people but they seem not to care..so i just didnt bother..'
'ohhhh..okay then..oh! thats the theatre..lets get the tickets'
'oh yeah, hey i'll pay for it you dont have to!' Why is he being sucha a sweetheart?! i like it but i still dont understand why he chose me to hang out...?! (o.O)
After 3 hours
The movie was pretty good..i enjoyed it..and i bet he did too..it was this science fiction with comedy mixed into it..it was pretty good..i didn't even realized Augustus was also there with me..cuz we barely spoke a word while watching the movie, which was good..so after we left the theatre, while we were heading back..he says..
'Enjoyed the movie?'
"yeah! i really liked it! didnt you?'
'yeah i guess so..but i was staring at you the whole time..oops!' what in the world was he even saying? does he even hear himself?!
'what? seriously augustus! you're the worst flirt you know!'
'Oh no no, i was just kidding with you! i enjoyed the movie too, i was just annoying you Jennifer!'
'oh thank god then! and by the way you can call me Jen' and i smiled at him! oh no..but damn..he looked so perfect..how would this imperfect jennifer fit for this perfect augustus?
after that he just stopped half way and held my hand..i froze..
'Augustus, what you doing?'
'umm..Jen-n-n-iifer, i mean Jen..umm i need to tell you something.'
'uhh, yeah go ahead.'
'please dont freak out..i - i - i..'
'yeahhhhh...? go on?' ohh please no..dont say i like you...please..i would collapse..
'i really like your bracelet!' woah what?! (o.O) that was unexpected..phew that was close..
'oh um thanks..my dad gave it to me before he passed away..'
'oh im sorry..but um Jen ..' and then he came closer to me..and pulled me to him..i completely froze..those beautiful blue eyes were staring right at me..oh god whats happening...and then suddenly i felt the soft cold lips touch mine..fireworks were bursting in my mind..i could barely move cuz he was holding me so tight..i closed my eyes and then suddenly everything else felt like a blur..my mind was numb..all i could feel was the soft cold touch of his lips and nothing else..i finally could touch him..that HIM who only existed in my dreams..is this for real? i hope time would never fly but just stop for this moment cuz i dont want this to end..i think i have fallen..fallen for this oh so perfect Augustus..
Damn..i feel bad now..maybe he isnt a freak after all? i dont know why im trying so hard to back off even though i really like him..it doesnt seem right..my mom these days comes home really late and goes off to work real early, i barely see her..great..ughhhh and todays a saturday..guess i should check facebook now and maybe accept him...?
After 15 minutes..
'Finally you accept me :) so sup?'
'haha yeah sorry, i didnt get time to check facebook soo..im doing good, what about you?'
'oh its okay :) im doing good too. what you up to? :)' whats with all his smiley emoticons? seriously why he acting soo weird..ugh i dont get human beings...its not even cool..
'Umm nothing really..bored as hell..what you up to?'
'me too..dont have anything to do! so bored! Hey, u wanna hang out? i would really like good company, would you mind?' oh great..okay i would go and just tell him that i dont like how hes acting so nice and all just to get to me..then and there
'ahh yeah sure ..i dont mind :) where'd you wanna meet?'
'i just live like 2 blocks away from you so..umm just down the streets?' WHAT!? how did i not realise and how does he know where i live..oh my god..this just gets weirder and weirder..i think im seriously day dreaming! (-.-)
'ohh really okay then yeah be right there in a minute'
'okay!'
After some seconds..
soo i just log off and went down straights to go when suddenly i see myself in the kitchen mirror..i looked horrible! so i rushed back, wore the best shirt..ugh i dont know why im doing this..and made my hair to a pony tail and dashed to the streets...
And then i saw him..waiting for me..oh my god..i swear my jaws dropped when i saw him..all my anger just flushed away..he was so perfect..those eyes sparkling and when he smiled my heart just felt hallow and beat so fast i could barely breathe..damn why does he make me feel this way?
So he saw me as well and came to me..
"hey! glad you agreed to meet!'
'hey, yeah sure why not?'
'hmm yeah so, where you wanna go? wanna watch a movie or something? I am seriously so bored!'
'oh yeah for sure, ummm theres a new movie that came up recently, lets go watch that and the theatre is just couple of blocks away..we can just walk and get there'
'oh okay, thats great then.'
so we started walking to the theatre..when suddenly our hands touched..ohhh god, my heart was just beating real fast..i felt so awkward..he wasnt acting that flirty but still i felt different..i still dont get why he was giving me so much attention..am i that important to him somehow? i acted like i didnt notice the touch though i figured he was staring at me and smiling..great (-.-') how awkward can this get..we werent that silent, we started talking about the most random things ever..but i didnt had the courage to ask him why he was being all so nice to me..but i did say..
'umm you seem outgoing, why did u choose me to hang out with you? i mean there are alot of other people from school who would definitely hang out with you..its just so random..we dont even know each other and stuff so yeah..'
'oh umm..i dont know..i just dont like anyone out there at school..u seem nicer and much more better than other people..i tried to talk to other people but they seem not to care..so i just didnt bother..'
'ohhhh..okay then..oh! thats the theatre..lets get the tickets'
'oh yeah, hey i'll pay for it you dont have to!' Why is he being sucha a sweetheart?! i like it but i still dont understand why he chose me to hang out...?! (o.O)
After 3 hours
The movie was pretty good..i enjoyed it..and i bet he did too..it was this science fiction with comedy mixed into it..it was pretty good..i didn't even realized Augustus was also there with me..cuz we barely spoke a word while watching the movie, which was good..so after we left the theatre, while we were heading back..he says..
'Enjoyed the movie?'
"yeah! i really liked it! didnt you?'
'yeah i guess so..but i was staring at you the whole time..oops!' what in the world was he even saying? does he even hear himself?!
'what? seriously augustus! you're the worst flirt you know!'
'Oh no no, i was just kidding with you! i enjoyed the movie too, i was just annoying you Jennifer!'
'oh thank god then! and by the way you can call me Jen' and i smiled at him! oh no..but damn..he looked so perfect..how would this imperfect jennifer fit for this perfect augustus?
after that he just stopped half way and held my hand..i froze..
'Augustus, what you doing?'
'umm..Jen-n-n-iifer, i mean Jen..umm i need to tell you something.'
'uhh, yeah go ahead.'
'please dont freak out..i - i - i..'
'yeahhhhh...? go on?' ohh please no..dont say i like you...please..i would collapse..
'i really like your bracelet!' woah what?! (o.O) that was unexpected..phew that was close..
'oh um thanks..my dad gave it to me before he passed away..'
'oh im sorry..but um Jen ..' and then he came closer to me..and pulled me to him..i completely froze..those beautiful blue eyes were staring right at me..oh god whats happening...and then suddenly i felt the soft cold lips touch mine..fireworks were bursting in my mind..i could barely move cuz he was holding me so tight..i closed my eyes and then suddenly everything else felt like a blur..my mind was numb..all i could feel was the soft cold touch of his lips and nothing else..i finally could touch him..that HIM who only existed in my dreams..is this for real? i hope time would never fly but just stop for this moment cuz i dont want this to end..i think i have fallen..fallen for this oh so perfect Augustus..
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