[This is the second chapter of Questioned Heart, if you haven't read chapter one then better read that first! (: ]
Her
'Ummm, Hi I am Jennifer.' I said, shaking hands with him..and he smiled, that smile made my heart skip a beat, those blue eyes shinning bright, looking right at me and then suddenly he just turned away and went back to his seat. I was stuck in the moment, could barely move and then...
'Jen, heyy JEN! we have to go sit, oh come onnnn!' and Sam pulled me to our seat. I just couldn't believe what was happening to me..DAMN (-.-)
'Did you see that Sam, did you? he came to me and shook hands with me...is this even real Sam? Oh could this be possible, that guy HIM, He was in my dream and now suddenly i see him..this cant be true!'
'But guess what Jen, it is true! Even i saw him shaking hands with you! Oh my god this is soo like a movie, Im loving it! ' said Sam excitedly. Ugh..Sam is sucha dramatic girl, she just loves those lovie-dovie moments which i never can understand why..I simply don't believe in this thing called 'love at first sight' or simply just the word love..i mean seriously we just teens and how can there ever be a forever and always thing or simply just fall in love kinda stuff? LIKE, REALLY? (O.o)
It was lunch break, and somehow Sam was nowhere to be seen, maybe just with her boyfriend..ughh that girl....anyways so i was basically alone in the cafeteria table..which was really really awkward cuz everyone was with a big group and then there was me eating alone and yeah great! (-.-) While i was just thinking about random stuff in my head and not noticing HIM was staring at me again, HIM basically walks and sits next to me.
And i stupidly just stare with my jaw wide open...yes im that foolish and stupid! And then....
He says, 'Hey, can i join in?'
"yeah sure of course.' I say stupidly. It was so awkward for me to just stay next to someone who i thought never existed but only in my dreams..how can this possibly come true? Am i dreaming again? or is this real finally? I could barely breathe, my heart beating fast, oh lord i hate this feeling, i dont want to feel this way...holy shit why?
It was silence, we barely spoke a word..dead awkward silence..the only sound that we could hear between us was the sound of our spoons clicking with our plates..yeah it was that quiet. And then i could barely take the awkward silence so I just randomly asked, "So where you from?'
He says, 'Im from Texas, you?' damn those blue eyes, i could stare at them all day....
'Oh I'm from here New York, lived my whole life in this place..can't wait to graduate, just a couple of months from now.' I said smiling foolishly, I probably said too much..he just asked where i was from and i gave a whole description...god im so awkward..damn!
"Oh yeah, even though i just got here, I wanna graduate and get into college as soon as possible..Im tired of this high school..too much drama right?' He talked, smiling right back at me..oh god will he ever stop to be this charming...i still cant believe i am actually talking to HIM, the guy who just existed in my dreams..Is something good finally happening to me or is this just a short teaser, I just cant figure it out....
We kept on talking, I just wished it never ended, the way he talked, his voice, his smile and his blue eyes, he just completed mesmerized me and trapped me into his presence..I never felt this way before..is this just a fool play my heart is doing to me or is it really true? The bell rang and we had to head to class, this seemed like the best lunch break i ever had...
Him
That girl, who is she? Why do i feel so pulled by her? When i saw her staring at me in class..i couldn't possibly just not go talk to her...I had to, so I did, went straight to her and said hi.
Her Voice, damn gave me chills, how could she be so beautiful, those warm brown eyes, woah why do i even feel like this?
I feel stupid just thinking about what i'm doing..cant believe I'm actually so into her.. I barely even know who she is, just her name though..Jennifer i say in low voice foolishly smiling..damn
It was lunch break, and i saw her sitting all alone...She simply just glowed, looking at her made my heart skip a beat...and without even realizing, my legs just proceed towards her and then my mouth opens up and says, "Hey, can i join in?' HOLY SHIT! what did i just do! OH no, i cant go away now..how did i possibly just go to her..oh lord
And her voice, oh how sweet, agreed to let this stupid jackass to sit next to her..damn im so stupid..
And then we finally started talking after the long awkward silence and we just couldn't stop talking to each other and looking into each other's eyes..Those warm, dark brown eyes looks like two drops of coffee in shimmering white milk..ohhh WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING! THATS the cheesiest thing i could EVER THINK! OH GOD, whats happening to me!
Just then the bell rang and we had to go to our classes..I didnt want to leave, didn't want to go away from her..man i think im really falling for her..never had those feelings before..Is this what people call love? am i in love with her?
Her
'Ummm, Hi I am Jennifer.' I said, shaking hands with him..and he smiled, that smile made my heart skip a beat, those blue eyes shinning bright, looking right at me and then suddenly he just turned away and went back to his seat. I was stuck in the moment, could barely move and then...
'Jen, heyy JEN! we have to go sit, oh come onnnn!' and Sam pulled me to our seat. I just couldn't believe what was happening to me..DAMN (-.-)
'Did you see that Sam, did you? he came to me and shook hands with me...is this even real Sam? Oh could this be possible, that guy HIM, He was in my dream and now suddenly i see him..this cant be true!'
'But guess what Jen, it is true! Even i saw him shaking hands with you! Oh my god this is soo like a movie, Im loving it! ' said Sam excitedly. Ugh..Sam is sucha dramatic girl, she just loves those lovie-dovie moments which i never can understand why..I simply don't believe in this thing called 'love at first sight' or simply just the word love..i mean seriously we just teens and how can there ever be a forever and always thing or simply just fall in love kinda stuff? LIKE, REALLY? (O.o)
It was lunch break, and somehow Sam was nowhere to be seen, maybe just with her boyfriend..ughh that girl....anyways so i was basically alone in the cafeteria table..which was really really awkward cuz everyone was with a big group and then there was me eating alone and yeah great! (-.-) While i was just thinking about random stuff in my head and not noticing HIM was staring at me again, HIM basically walks and sits next to me.
And i stupidly just stare with my jaw wide open...yes im that foolish and stupid! And then....
He says, 'Hey, can i join in?'
"yeah sure of course.' I say stupidly. It was so awkward for me to just stay next to someone who i thought never existed but only in my dreams..how can this possibly come true? Am i dreaming again? or is this real finally? I could barely breathe, my heart beating fast, oh lord i hate this feeling, i dont want to feel this way...holy shit why?
It was silence, we barely spoke a word..dead awkward silence..the only sound that we could hear between us was the sound of our spoons clicking with our plates..yeah it was that quiet. And then i could barely take the awkward silence so I just randomly asked, "So where you from?'
He says, 'Im from Texas, you?' damn those blue eyes, i could stare at them all day....
'Oh I'm from here New York, lived my whole life in this place..can't wait to graduate, just a couple of months from now.' I said smiling foolishly, I probably said too much..he just asked where i was from and i gave a whole description...god im so awkward..damn!
"Oh yeah, even though i just got here, I wanna graduate and get into college as soon as possible..Im tired of this high school..too much drama right?' He talked, smiling right back at me..oh god will he ever stop to be this charming...i still cant believe i am actually talking to HIM, the guy who just existed in my dreams..Is something good finally happening to me or is this just a short teaser, I just cant figure it out....
We kept on talking, I just wished it never ended, the way he talked, his voice, his smile and his blue eyes, he just completed mesmerized me and trapped me into his presence..I never felt this way before..is this just a fool play my heart is doing to me or is it really true? The bell rang and we had to head to class, this seemed like the best lunch break i ever had...
Him
That girl, who is she? Why do i feel so pulled by her? When i saw her staring at me in class..i couldn't possibly just not go talk to her...I had to, so I did, went straight to her and said hi.
Her Voice, damn gave me chills, how could she be so beautiful, those warm brown eyes, woah why do i even feel like this?
I feel stupid just thinking about what i'm doing..cant believe I'm actually so into her.. I barely even know who she is, just her name though..Jennifer i say in low voice foolishly smiling..damn
It was lunch break, and i saw her sitting all alone...She simply just glowed, looking at her made my heart skip a beat...and without even realizing, my legs just proceed towards her and then my mouth opens up and says, "Hey, can i join in?' HOLY SHIT! what did i just do! OH no, i cant go away now..how did i possibly just go to her..oh lord
And her voice, oh how sweet, agreed to let this stupid jackass to sit next to her..damn im so stupid..
And then we finally started talking after the long awkward silence and we just couldn't stop talking to each other and looking into each other's eyes..Those warm, dark brown eyes looks like two drops of coffee in shimmering white milk..ohhh WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING! THATS the cheesiest thing i could EVER THINK! OH GOD, whats happening to me!
Just then the bell rang and we had to go to our classes..I didnt want to leave, didn't want to go away from her..man i think im really falling for her..never had those feelings before..Is this what people call love? am i in love with her?
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