Her
Since the past couple of days, i never once saw a dream of him. Not even once! How can this possibly be true? I mean all this time I used to see him and then now after i see him in reality, he's gone form my dreams..just puff gone! Is this even real or am i just going nuts or crazy or i dont know..ugh this is really annoying..REALLY
I was at home..just doing my homework and chatting with sam online, when suddenly i see a new notification...I was like WOOHOO im so populars, yeah im so cool that just one notification makes me feel like the queen bee but anyways i check what it was when suddenly it was HIM, Augustus! He added me on Facebook! This has gone too far...like seriously...why is he doing this? Does he think he's so this awesome dude with good looks and can get any girl he wants or something? Surprisingly I was mad instead of being all so excited and be like OH MY GOD...i mean yeah he's gorgeous and charming and i think i liked him but isnt he going too far? I never felt this way before, liking someone or someone liking ME back..who would possibly like me? there is no one in this whole wide world that would...not even my mom...shes always so busy with work she barely has time for me..but anyways I just simply ignore the friend request..and continued to chat with Sam but i didnt tell her anything about it....
ThE NEXT DAY
I got up early, that was a surprise! but yeah i got up and got ready, went down straight to the kitchen and see a note..it was mom's she went off to work already..damn have to eat breakfast all alone again..great..my days of childhood and teenhood might just not end well somehow..but who cares atleast i got my drawing and Sam.. [:
Anyways..i got to the bus and sat in the alone seat of course and got out my ipod to listen to my favorite song 'First Kiss' by the Rocket to the Moon, oh How i love that band, wish i could meet them someday..HOPEFULLY FINGERS CROSSED! just while i was in my own world and feeling all so happy, i opened my eyes to see Augustus again..that blaze of anger flushed right through me..i dont know why i suddenly felt like this..i calmed down and didnt look at him at all but i knew he was looking at me..damn he's sucha stalker..I think I'm just not ready for all this..not ready for him liking me somehow and ready to fall in love..i just cant..
AFTERNOON
My life is seroiusly going on a nutshell..I was in my biology class ready to do the dissection and guess whose my lab partner now? AUGUSTUS! I was somehow happy alittle bit but that happiness just was overshadowed by the unknown anger..I just dont get it why i was so mad, was it him that i was so mad or was it something else that was really bothering me..i dont know..but he was my lab partner so yeah things were pretty awkward..
"hey, i added you in facebook..umm have you check it yet?'
'Oh yeah..umm i haven't i will today for sure'
'yeah great, glad to know that..umm so you like dissecting stuff?'
'Yeahh surprisingly i do..i really love those bio stuff..i dont know just excites me i guess..its really a interesting thing actually, dont you think?'
"umm well yeah i guess so, im not much of a fan but i guess im starting to like it cuz you're here' he smiles at me again...Is he being sucha a flirt or really meaning it!? I dont reply and ignore it but simply just start dissecting..could he possibly just not look at me and look at the dissection instead..EVEN THE dissecting frog is prettier than me! After the class was over..i just simply took my things and just went away..without saying bye..i just couldnt deal with it..simply couldn't..I dont know if its him whose bothering me or is it the stuff going at my home..i just simply cant..
I could barely sleep that night...i didnt check my facebook cuz i would have to accept that dumb friend request..i simply tried to sleep but couldnt but i dont care...i just closed my eyes...
Him
Okay..im being the weirdest guy ever to be born on this earth..how could i possibly go so insane and stupid seriously!
So i added her in facebook and yeah stalked her a little...but i just cant help but look at her all day all night...i never felt this way before ever and suddenly she comes into my life and BAM! i get butterflies in my stomach and my heart skips a beat..god I'm going insane..
So i waited..waited, waited, waited for her to accept my friend request! but guess what I never got a accepted notification form her that night! i could barely sleep..just thought about her..those dark brown eyes, the way her hair falls down freely and tucks it under her ears, those pink sweet lips, wish i could kiss those lips..OH MY GOD STOPPPP AUGUSTUS! what in the world am i even thinking! GO TO SLEEPPPP..BRAIN! SERIOUSLY! (-.-)
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up pretty early...got ready and just went to get to the bus..i never eat breakfast..simply because i just didnt want to deal with my parents...i barely speak to them..they are always busy with their work..they never get time fo rme so why should i waste my time for them? Anyways i just go to the bus..and then my eyes lit up seeing her..i wanted to talk to her but she seemed mad..? Wait, why is she looking at me like shes gonna eat me?! did i do something wrong?! I just walk away and sit and just didnt look at her..that was scary! why is she mad at me??! I just take my ipod out and listened to some good BVB music...their songs just save my life..basically but yeah..
AFTERNOON
So as i was hoping, my lab partner for bio class was Jennifer! yes! oh my god i feel like a 5 year old who just got his favorite gift from his parents..ugh..great (-.-) Anyways, i see her and i smiled..and she looked at me..damn those eyes..but just gives a short smirk but whatever so i just start the conversation..
'hey, i added you on Facebook..umm have you check yet' damn why did i even say that..but oh well
''Oh yeah..umm i haven't i will today for sure.' yessss so she didnt ignore it..okay good!
so we kept on talking and i realized she was really into dissecting..oh my god it was freaking me out..i HATE BLOOD! i simply hated it..though i like science..i prefer more of chemistry with all those acids and stuff rather than those ikky disgusting red bloods and ugh i felt like puking right then and there! but man, jennifer just kept on going with those stuff..she was a pro at it..i couldnt just stop staring at her and then suddenly i dropped this one at her, '"im not much of a fan but i guess im starting to like it cuz you're here.' and i smile..OH MY GOD she probably think im sucha a A-HOLE! that sounded soo chessy and flirty! i didnt mean to say in that way..HOLY SHIT! and i smiled like a foolish 5 year old..ugh great..could my life get much worse? And then things got even much worse..she didnt say anything..just kept on dissecting and when the bell rang she just took her stuff and went away without saying bye or anything...and i was just there staring at her while she left..oh lord how could i possibly do this..great dammit! (=.=')
I could barely sleep that night..i checked Facebook...she still hadnt accepted my request..guess im not gonna fall asleep tonight as well.
Since the past couple of days, i never once saw a dream of him. Not even once! How can this possibly be true? I mean all this time I used to see him and then now after i see him in reality, he's gone form my dreams..just puff gone! Is this even real or am i just going nuts or crazy or i dont know..ugh this is really annoying..REALLY
I was at home..just doing my homework and chatting with sam online, when suddenly i see a new notification...I was like WOOHOO im so populars, yeah im so cool that just one notification makes me feel like the queen bee but anyways i check what it was when suddenly it was HIM, Augustus! He added me on Facebook! This has gone too far...like seriously...why is he doing this? Does he think he's so this awesome dude with good looks and can get any girl he wants or something? Surprisingly I was mad instead of being all so excited and be like OH MY GOD...i mean yeah he's gorgeous and charming and i think i liked him but isnt he going too far? I never felt this way before, liking someone or someone liking ME back..who would possibly like me? there is no one in this whole wide world that would...not even my mom...shes always so busy with work she barely has time for me..but anyways I just simply ignore the friend request..and continued to chat with Sam but i didnt tell her anything about it....
ThE NEXT DAY
I got up early, that was a surprise! but yeah i got up and got ready, went down straight to the kitchen and see a note..it was mom's she went off to work already..damn have to eat breakfast all alone again..great..my days of childhood and teenhood might just not end well somehow..but who cares atleast i got my drawing and Sam.. [:
Anyways..i got to the bus and sat in the alone seat of course and got out my ipod to listen to my favorite song 'First Kiss' by the Rocket to the Moon, oh How i love that band, wish i could meet them someday..HOPEFULLY FINGERS CROSSED! just while i was in my own world and feeling all so happy, i opened my eyes to see Augustus again..that blaze of anger flushed right through me..i dont know why i suddenly felt like this..i calmed down and didnt look at him at all but i knew he was looking at me..damn he's sucha stalker..I think I'm just not ready for all this..not ready for him liking me somehow and ready to fall in love..i just cant..
AFTERNOON
My life is seroiusly going on a nutshell..I was in my biology class ready to do the dissection and guess whose my lab partner now? AUGUSTUS! I was somehow happy alittle bit but that happiness just was overshadowed by the unknown anger..I just dont get it why i was so mad, was it him that i was so mad or was it something else that was really bothering me..i dont know..but he was my lab partner so yeah things were pretty awkward..
"hey, i added you in facebook..umm have you check it yet?'
'Oh yeah..umm i haven't i will today for sure'
'yeah great, glad to know that..umm so you like dissecting stuff?'
'Yeahh surprisingly i do..i really love those bio stuff..i dont know just excites me i guess..its really a interesting thing actually, dont you think?'
"umm well yeah i guess so, im not much of a fan but i guess im starting to like it cuz you're here' he smiles at me again...Is he being sucha a flirt or really meaning it!? I dont reply and ignore it but simply just start dissecting..could he possibly just not look at me and look at the dissection instead..EVEN THE dissecting frog is prettier than me! After the class was over..i just simply took my things and just went away..without saying bye..i just couldnt deal with it..simply couldn't..I dont know if its him whose bothering me or is it the stuff going at my home..i just simply cant..
I could barely sleep that night...i didnt check my facebook cuz i would have to accept that dumb friend request..i simply tried to sleep but couldnt but i dont care...i just closed my eyes...
Him
Okay..im being the weirdest guy ever to be born on this earth..how could i possibly go so insane and stupid seriously!
So i added her in facebook and yeah stalked her a little...but i just cant help but look at her all day all night...i never felt this way before ever and suddenly she comes into my life and BAM! i get butterflies in my stomach and my heart skips a beat..god I'm going insane..
So i waited..waited, waited, waited for her to accept my friend request! but guess what I never got a accepted notification form her that night! i could barely sleep..just thought about her..those dark brown eyes, the way her hair falls down freely and tucks it under her ears, those pink sweet lips, wish i could kiss those lips..OH MY GOD STOPPPP AUGUSTUS! what in the world am i even thinking! GO TO SLEEPPPP..BRAIN! SERIOUSLY! (-.-)
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up pretty early...got ready and just went to get to the bus..i never eat breakfast..simply because i just didnt want to deal with my parents...i barely speak to them..they are always busy with their work..they never get time fo rme so why should i waste my time for them? Anyways i just go to the bus..and then my eyes lit up seeing her..i wanted to talk to her but she seemed mad..? Wait, why is she looking at me like shes gonna eat me?! did i do something wrong?! I just walk away and sit and just didnt look at her..that was scary! why is she mad at me??! I just take my ipod out and listened to some good BVB music...their songs just save my life..basically but yeah..
AFTERNOON
So as i was hoping, my lab partner for bio class was Jennifer! yes! oh my god i feel like a 5 year old who just got his favorite gift from his parents..ugh..great (-.-) Anyways, i see her and i smiled..and she looked at me..damn those eyes..but just gives a short smirk but whatever so i just start the conversation..
'hey, i added you on Facebook..umm have you check yet' damn why did i even say that..but oh well
''Oh yeah..umm i haven't i will today for sure.' yessss so she didnt ignore it..okay good!
so we kept on talking and i realized she was really into dissecting..oh my god it was freaking me out..i HATE BLOOD! i simply hated it..though i like science..i prefer more of chemistry with all those acids and stuff rather than those ikky disgusting red bloods and ugh i felt like puking right then and there! but man, jennifer just kept on going with those stuff..she was a pro at it..i couldnt just stop staring at her and then suddenly i dropped this one at her, '"im not much of a fan but i guess im starting to like it cuz you're here.' and i smile..OH MY GOD she probably think im sucha a A-HOLE! that sounded soo chessy and flirty! i didnt mean to say in that way..HOLY SHIT! and i smiled like a foolish 5 year old..ugh great..could my life get much worse? And then things got even much worse..she didnt say anything..just kept on dissecting and when the bell rang she just took her stuff and went away without saying bye or anything...and i was just there staring at her while she left..oh lord how could i possibly do this..great dammit! (=.=')
I could barely sleep that night..i checked Facebook...she still hadnt accepted my request..guess im not gonna fall asleep tonight as well.
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