Questioned Heart (Ch 16 - Final)

I hope everyone is having a great break! Its a festive season and exciting time for everyone! I have one great announcement, which is that "Questioned Heart" will have its final chapter so you guys will  finally know how this ends! It took me 2 years to finish this (sorry XD). I hope everyone enjoys this and my other stories that I have posted here! Here it goes...Happy Reading! ^_^

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Days past and there was no sign of Jen. Elivare had vanished too by that point. Eugene and Alex were utterly confused but they thought to keep up with their plans. They started to look for Jen again. They asked her mother, her friend, they asked everyone connected to her but no one knew where she was. 

One day while Alex was away, Eugene was all by himself. He started to feel strange all of a sudden as if someone was creeping behind him. He turned around and there was no one. A few seconds later he felt a weird sensation on his shoulder but still there was no one. After a while Eugene ignored it and went to sleep instead. 

Questioned Heart (Ch. 15)

"No one seems to be on my side," thought Jen. "How am I going to make Elivare agree with me. I need to show her what they are planning. I can't believe this is happening."
"Believe what happening, Jen?" Asked Eugene out of nowhere.
"Oh hey. Nothing!" Jen said with a fake smile.
"How you feeling? Everything okay?" He asked with concern.
"Yeah everything is fine. I should practice now."
"Oh yeah, lets go."

This fake act went on for months. There was no sign of Elivare. Jen was getting nervous now. Is this the way her life was going to end? The guy she truly loved, has betrayed her and will take her twin's life away too. What is Jen going to do now?

"It hurts, but I can't let this stop me from making things right," Jen thought.
"Oh, look who is here all by herself," smirked Elivare. Finally after so long she appeared in front of Jen.
"Come with me," said Jen, taking Elivare's hand, she took her where Eugene and Alex were talking.
"What are you doing Jen? Are you not scared of me anymore?! Wha-WHat?!" Elivare was really shocked and confused. She was about to attack Jen when suddenly she heard Eugene talk.
"Jen's fighting skills are really good now. Do you think we should tell her to start planning on killing Elivare? Our plan seems to be working so far. Everyone will think Jen killed her twin anyway. No one will find out the truth."
"Yeah, I think you should. But before that do something romantic for Jen so she will get captivated by your so called love," said Alex with an evil laugh.

Elivare couldn't believe what she just heard. "Look at this Elivare. You and I are not enemies here. They are OUR enemy. We should be a team here. We need to find why we got separated. I have a feeling that they are the reason. WE have to decide quick, we don't have much time."Jen tried to convince her.

"Jen..I don't know whats going on. Is this for real?" Elivare looked pale and shaken. The strong warrior now seemed like a weak puppet. Jen was stunned. "Elivare, I am here. Please don't see me as your enemy. I am your twin sister, please believe in me. I have a plan, lets go."

Questioned Heart (Ch. 14)

"Hey Jen. Jen, wake up" said Eugene.
"Hey," said Jen slowly opening her eyes. She felt weak and she couldn't get up properly.
"You will be alright Jen."
"I know Eugene, I know I will."

Questioned Heart (Ch.13)

*Finally some updates on Questioned Heart! :D Happy Reading!*

She flew up and then in a second fell badly on the ground with a thump. Her body was slowing accepting her wings but she still didn't have much strength.

Couple of weeks later, finally she rose up and flew across. She finally did it. But the main challenge was yet to come.

Jen hasn't seen what Elivare looked like, though Eugene had seen her and said that she looked just like Jen.

The mind is a midst of chaos.

The mind is a midst of chaos. Random thoughts about the most unimportant things. That bully in 6th grade, you remember his face perfectly and what he did and what he said to you. But do you even remember the good things that happened to you that year? Probably not. Negativity fills you up like the air fills up the balloon. Constantly comparing yourself with other people. Constantly nagging your flaws and reminding yourself how bad you are. Thinking of yourself that you are a failure and whatever in the past 18 years you have dealt with are all just mistakes. You don't think you are worthy of anything, do you? Then why are you here? Why don't you just end it? Wouldn't that simply solve the problem? You won't be feeling with those thoughts anymore, you will be free! But wait a minute. Take a step back from that scary thought. Have you noticed how many lives that has been positively affected by your presence? It may be your parents, your grandmother, or that one particular person you just became friends with, or it can be that one friend who has been with you for nearly your whole life. How would they feel if you are gone? If you have made a positive impact on them, then what would happen once you are not there anymore? Think about it.

Half a Love (Ch. 3)

Jimin felt a similar but unusual presence nearby, but he couldn't figure it out. He turned around but there was no one. "Oh well," he thought and returned back to his dorm room. He's family lived in the same city as of his college so it was easier for him to visit them. It was one of those big festivals of the city so him and his family went outside see them. It was a beautiful night with colorful lights everywhere with loud music and dance and great smell of delicious street food. Jimin was waiting for his family when suddenly he saw her, he saw her walk by on the other side. 

Half A Love (Ch. 2)

*I have no excuse anymore for not updating my blog xD all I can I say is that I'm sorry! :D But finally I got the chance to do so now so here it goes!*

Months had past and Avery had no idea about the whole letter incident. Avery was enjoying college but once in a while remembered Jimin. Jimin on the other hand kept ignoring what he had read but still had that letter with him on his study table. He always looked at it before going to bed, and he don't know why. They never contacted each other, both scared for some reason. They would talk if their old friends from school invited them in group chats. Both of them lived in complete opposite directions and there was no sign of seeing each other ever again.

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Half a Love (Ch. 1)

*This is a new story I have started. I will surely finish the remaining other two stories soon! :P*

[This story lies to the present day of a girl name Avery, who recently started college. She had fallen and still falls for a guy named Jimin. They both are off to different paths but little did they know that they were bound to be with each other. Well, lets see ;) ]

Avery and Jimin weren't really that sort of "friends" but they somehow felt close to each other. Well when there were other people around they seemed to be part of the same group and had this sense of bond with each other but once its just them then there was nothing. He knew she had liked him but also thought that she's over him and it won't matter anymore. But one day, while it was day for Avery to leave for college, Jimin had also come to see her off. It was pretty awkward at first but Avery felt happy. Avery was looking through her bag when something fell off but she didn't notice it nor did Jimin. It just stood there. It was time for Avery to depart, she waved goodbye and left. Jimin turned around and suddenly he noticed an envelope. He picked it up and opened it, and suddenly he knew....

Transformed ~ Questioned Heart (Ch. 12)

I really apologise for not updating on this story! xD But here it is finally; I hope you guys like this one, and get surprised! (I hope.) *fingers crossed*

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The words that she said bravely - "I'm ready," completely changed the whole atmosphere. Jen felt a sudden sensation over her delicate skin. Is she not who she thinks she is? Who is she anyway? Or who has she turned into?

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That scar, which Elivare left on my Gus, now was also on me. How am I going to win this fight? And why me? All those questions were rushing through my head like a roller coaster. 

"Ahhhh, Gus! What is happening to me?!" A sudden pang of pain rushed through me that led the scar to become bigger and bigger. My nerves, muscles and bones seemed like they didn't exist anymore. All I felt was that scar getting worse and that pain penetrating and travelling all over my inhumane body. "Jen, Jen..listen to me..Open your eyes! You will be alright! Breathe, just keep breathing! Alex go get some wet cloth, we need to keep her cold, or else the heat will cause more paint to her! GO!"

"Jen..Jen..open your eyes. please!" said Gus (aka Eugene) as he put the wet, cold cloth on my forehead, arms and legs. Slowly I started to cool down and the pain also subsided. When I finally thought I was okay, my body gave up and then all I could see was pitch black, darkness and then nothing anymore.

#PrayForNepal #NepalWillRise #NepalEarthquake

25/04/15 - The day when all fell in Nepal.

25/04/15. The day when all the laughter and cheers of the Nepali people vanished. A 7.9 magnitude earthquake hit mostly all parts of Nepal. Heritage sites, houses, roads, everything has been destroyed by this sudden natural disaster. Approximately, 4000 people (and counting) has died in Nepal and more than 8000 people are in critical condition. I have been fortunate that I am alive to this day and am able to write about this situation that has occurred in my country, Nepal. 

Change of Faces

Change of faces

- Jasmine Bajracharya

One face but many expressions

Changes with every decision

The wrinkles that appear when you cry

But suddenly disappears when your eyes are dry

The moments that brings either smiles or tears

Is the essence of life that people continue to gear

The beginning of new life

Starts with adorable cries and lovable yawns

Then lead to questionable minds and confused souls

Finally at one point, the mind is set to achieve the goals

Some new passions arise, while some memories are worth of letting go

The experience of success and failure becomes part of reality

But the chase of time slowly shortens like the way the sun subsides

And the emptiness of that missing soul feels like the stabbing from a knife

From the delicate touch and softness

To the hard and coarse roughness

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Time will pass by and never come back

It is more than mere fact

An obligation to follow and act

The eight years old innocent smiles

To the eighty years old toothless laughs

The curves and wrinkles that evolves through time

And at one point, everything will be gone

Just like a star, the leaving soul will shine out from its form.                                                       

You never know where life takes

To give you the correct decision to make

And the feelings you perceive

May not be right for others to believe

But one thing is guaranteed

That no matter happy or sad

The change of faces will always be unique.   

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