Hours has passed. The clocks ticking..I wait patiently in the court room. I call my brother, but he doesnt pick up of course. He should be here, but I guess my parents doesnt care anymore. Maybe because they have me as proof to show the judge, i dont know..
What i have mostly seen, is that kids my age usually become restless, pissed off and annoyed by all this drama, even my brother is..people change by the slightest difference in their life..but why not me? I know im hurt, im confused, but I should have tried to stop them..I should have made an effort to bring them back together..but why am I not doing anything to stop this? Guess im just used to this now, or maybe I knew they would never last together..Everything eventually has changed..except for me..
The judge finalized his decision.
'Ms. Montgomery and Mr. Hudson, final decision has been made..both of you are officially divorced.'
I hold my breathe, my eyes were teary...I didnt want to look weak..I looked down and waited for what the judge had to say next.
'Ms. Annabelle would be spending 6 months at Ms. Montgomery and 6 months at Mr. Hudson. And the decision is finalized.'
My brother wasn't even needed here because he would be in college and the judge wouldn't need to make him live with mom and dad like that..lucky him.
Later that day
I packed my stuff..i was at 'our' home, both my mom and dad's so basically no one would be here anymore..i took out all the posters and pictures...i wanted to tear all of them..the picture of mom and dad happy together, the picture of the us four - the most happiest family..I didnt want to have any of those memories trapped in me..memories that doesnt make sense anymore..
The house was to be sold, my mom would be staying at her mom's place..and my dad would be staying at his apartment. So every 6 months I would be spending at either my mom's or dad's place..Great.
I dragged my suitcase and my backpack...checked the house one last time..those memories vividly flashing back all over again..I shut my eyes tight..took a deep breathe..then closed the main door.
My mom was waiting in her car..she had no expression in her face..and i didnt even bother to ask or talk to her about anything. I sat in the car..and she drove off..I didnt look back..or even care to do so.
Besides the family problems comes . . . .
HIGH SCHOOL!
That word, is a word which i hate the most. When I already have those family issues, school's no less.
Social butterflies, Wannabes, jocks, nerds, music geeks...yup all of them have friends and atleast belong to one group or the other..and then there's MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I barely hang out with any body..end up staying in the library doing breaks...or just the classroom..how social.
Yup, now i realized that its not only me who hasn't changed..High school hasn't either..same old, same old.
What i have mostly seen, is that kids my age usually become restless, pissed off and annoyed by all this drama, even my brother is..people change by the slightest difference in their life..but why not me? I know im hurt, im confused, but I should have tried to stop them..I should have made an effort to bring them back together..but why am I not doing anything to stop this? Guess im just used to this now, or maybe I knew they would never last together..Everything eventually has changed..except for me..
The judge finalized his decision.
'Ms. Montgomery and Mr. Hudson, final decision has been made..both of you are officially divorced.'
I hold my breathe, my eyes were teary...I didnt want to look weak..I looked down and waited for what the judge had to say next.
'Ms. Annabelle would be spending 6 months at Ms. Montgomery and 6 months at Mr. Hudson. And the decision is finalized.'
My brother wasn't even needed here because he would be in college and the judge wouldn't need to make him live with mom and dad like that..lucky him.
Later that day
I packed my stuff..i was at 'our' home, both my mom and dad's so basically no one would be here anymore..i took out all the posters and pictures...i wanted to tear all of them..the picture of mom and dad happy together, the picture of the us four - the most happiest family..I didnt want to have any of those memories trapped in me..memories that doesnt make sense anymore..
The house was to be sold, my mom would be staying at her mom's place..and my dad would be staying at his apartment. So every 6 months I would be spending at either my mom's or dad's place..Great.
I dragged my suitcase and my backpack...checked the house one last time..those memories vividly flashing back all over again..I shut my eyes tight..took a deep breathe..then closed the main door.
My mom was waiting in her car..she had no expression in her face..and i didnt even bother to ask or talk to her about anything. I sat in the car..and she drove off..I didnt look back..or even care to do so.
Besides the family problems comes . . . .
HIGH SCHOOL!
That word, is a word which i hate the most. When I already have those family issues, school's no less.
Social butterflies, Wannabes, jocks, nerds, music geeks...yup all of them have friends and atleast belong to one group or the other..and then there's MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I barely hang out with any body..end up staying in the library doing breaks...or just the classroom..how social.
Yup, now i realized that its not only me who hasn't changed..High school hasn't either..same old, same old.
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