Everything Has Changed (Ch. 5)

Okay. The day came. I agreed with Ryan that I would do it but then now..I'm just..frozen.
This was the only time i didn't want the bell to ring, I had promised Ryan that I would ask him during lunch break..the teacher was just finished writing up all the homework on the board, i had already copied them ..now all i was doing was staring at the clock and wishing it not to end the class. But then, like any other day, our class ended, the bell rang and everyone rushed outside to get lunch and i was stuck in my desk, impatiently over thinking about the situation.

Bundled up feelings

Haven't you ever felt like you're going to collapse and just crumble and break down?

Sometimes life takes such unexpected turns, that you don't even realize whats going on. Actually life's just unexpected, weird, complicated, all at the same time. *sigh

At one point you are happy, all cheerful, feel like everything is so wonderful, beautiful, full of love and then suddenly out of no where those feelings of insecurity and sadness overshadow that happiness.
Feelings are just so strong we don't even know whats going on. Our feelings control our mind so strongly that we end up doing what we feel like doing. And oh when you are a teen, then boy, life's just a roller coaster ride.

You don't know whether you are an adult or still just a kid. You are basically in the middle; neither too inclined on adulthood nor childhood. We are expected to be mature and responsible about almost everything yet we are treated like kids. While we are dealing with all kinds of emotional, physically and mental changes, other things just barge in like a bullet.

I guess we just move on and learn from everything we experience. But then again sometimes we are just like struck in the moment, we are so not ready to accept the things happening in our lives. But I guess we just learn from the baby steps we take. We just have to think that the ups and downs are part of life and that everything happens for good:)

yeah, today out of no where i just wanted to share this, cuz i know everyone feels like this some point in their lives or maybe every day. Don't take life so seriously that you forget the good sides of it, and don't even take it for granted that you end up forgetting its importance :)