Yup…6 months past already..i don't even know how slowly it went or how fast it past.
The apartment..i mean my dad's apartment..don't even know what to expect. Everything happened in a blink of an eye. So unreal, yet so true. Do i even deserve this kind of life where i get no love either ways? Who should I even trust now. No that isn't a question, its a statement.
I go upstairs..my room, wasn't that bad. The same old bed, fresh sheets and the cool air blowing in.
*knock *knock.
I turned.
'Annabelle?'
'Yeah?'
'Um, hey..ah-I-I um do you want anything to eat? its been a long ride. What do you want to eat?'
'No dad I'm not hungry. Thanks.'
'Um okay, call me when you feel hungry alright?'
'okay.'
Yup. That was how our conversations were, similar with mom. Since the divorce, i barely talked to them, let alone anyone. I mean whats the point talking to anyone now, you get close and attach to them once you start communicating with them a lot and then suddenly they leave you and you become dumbstruck and hurt all over again. So simply just not talk to anyone at all.
Hmm, summer breaks started…lets see how my life rolls.
The apartment..i mean my dad's apartment..don't even know what to expect. Everything happened in a blink of an eye. So unreal, yet so true. Do i even deserve this kind of life where i get no love either ways? Who should I even trust now. No that isn't a question, its a statement.
I go upstairs..my room, wasn't that bad. The same old bed, fresh sheets and the cool air blowing in.
*knock *knock.
I turned.
'Annabelle?'
'Yeah?'
'Um, hey..ah-I-I um do you want anything to eat? its been a long ride. What do you want to eat?'
'No dad I'm not hungry. Thanks.'
'Um okay, call me when you feel hungry alright?'
'okay.'
Yup. That was how our conversations were, similar with mom. Since the divorce, i barely talked to them, let alone anyone. I mean whats the point talking to anyone now, you get close and attach to them once you start communicating with them a lot and then suddenly they leave you and you become dumbstruck and hurt all over again. So simply just not talk to anyone at all.
Hmm, summer breaks started…lets see how my life rolls.